Friday, February 15, 2013

More about my bar

I promised a while back to post a more detailed description of our bar makeover and I'm here today to deliver on that.

I didn't take a ton of pictures, but I think I have enough to get the idea across. To re-cap, we started with this gem, that we picked up off the side of the road,

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and that Jamie once "kimed":

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Despite it's condition, I had dreams of turning it into this lovely thing:

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Got that? Ok. Moving on...

The first order of business was to sturdy it up a bit. Lying by the side of the road and then being climbed on by an active toddler had kinda taken it's toll. We already had a nice piece of plywood in the garage-- almost the perfect size. Screwed onto the back-- instant stabalizer!

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Here's where I wish I had taken more pics of the supplies we used, but I was kinda busy DOING stuff and forgot to take pictures of all of it. Basically we haunted all the local thrift shops for a week to find a table top. This failed so we went to Lowes and picked out a slab of hardwood plywood-- which up until that moment I had never heard of. We looked at our options for legs while we were there, but ohmygosh, they are PRICEY. We were looking at $15 to $20 EACH. Waaay outside my budget of $0.

So we schlepped over to the thrift store and bought this:

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It's a headboard for a twin bed. It cost a grand total of $10 and if you look closely you will see that gives us TWO legs for the bar.

After a good sanding, and some shimming, we have:

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And then J went to town on the details; including my wine rack and sliding shelf:

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We also bought new hardware, but in the end went with the original dresser knobs-- they just looked better.

Another genius idea of J's that I wish I had more pics of is this "wrought iron" detail on the cabinet door


I think I mentioned in the post before that he bought a section of garden bed edging, hacksawed it to the proper size, spray-painted it to match the knobs and nailed it to the inside of the door! Genius!

Here's the finished product:




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Last weekend I found the perfect bar stools! No pics yet, because they're still being "upcycled", but here's a sneak peek at my inspiration board:

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Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Just Writing about my boys

They never tell you how exhausting mothering is... How seldom you have a moment to catch your breath, to gear up for the next thing. They don't tell you that once labor is over, once you've pushed them out of your body, that's when the work really starts.

Everything in life works in cycles... Only life itself is linear. And even death is only the outer ring of the next thing and then we go Deeper In. But those cycles, they start to feel like crazy sometimes. Like that game we played in the yard as kids where you spin and spin and spin till you fall down and close your eyes and the world spins around you in the darkness of your eyes squeezed shut.

In my mothering right now, in the cycle of mothering, one of my children is in a dark spot. I know we'll pass through, move on, but he's barely back out into the light before the next child is in the dark, in out day in day out. Barely catching my breath as I go from one to the other. My heart is on her knees, since I can't stop spinning long enough to get my body there, and the Spirit, I trust, interceeds.

And then like a drop falling into my whirlpool, comes a moment like this. And I can stop, mid-spin, and look and breathe and pray-- mind, body and heart. In this moment, this drop turns the cycles to ripples of Grace and I can dance in my spinning for a just long enough moment to keep me upright.

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Sunday, January 20, 2013

Lookee, Lookee!! (my Christmas present from J)

Sometime shortly after we moved into this house, we found this lying by the side of the road (I really wish a had a straight-on pic of it with the drawers in...):

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We threw it in the back of the truck and brought it home to use as a changing table/dresser for the boys. After a while running that gig for a year or so, the dresser graduated to the dining room and functioned as a "bar". I needed some extra drawer and counter space and this served the purpose.

(remember, he "Kimed dat"?)
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I was dreaming of this beautiful thing, though (go ahead, go look, I want you to compare)... So, for Christmas this year, J made THIS for me!! (and it's now finally finished and in use) 


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Here are some of my favorite details:

Wine rack

Slide out for my pretty mixing bowls and ramekins

We broke out the center of the door and J hack-sawed off (and spray-painted) a portion of a garden edger fence-thingy from Lowes to make a decorative door. Don't know yet what we'll keep in here.



Now all we need are the bar stools!!!

I really want to post more on how we made it all, but I don't have time today! Suffice to say for now, the whole thing cost under $100!! I'm in love with it and it's inspiring me to re-organize my entire kitchen!




Thursday, January 17, 2013

What's in my fridge

A recent picture of my week's produce posted to Facebook has prompted this post. Here's the pic:



And here's how I plan to use each item, moving left to right.

Lettuces: salad, obviously. We eat of lot of salad. We also eat a lot of taco salad-- even though one of our children despises it.

Pears, bananas, carrots: These are all go-to snack foods in our family. Sometimes we dip the carrots in hummus. We usually have a lot of celery on hand for snacking, too, but last week it was $0.69/bunch so I stocked up.

Zucchini: I have two favorite ways to do my zucchini; 1) cut into spears and marinate it in balsamic vinegar, olive oil and garlic, and then broil it, or grill it (if we're grilling our meat that day), 2) slice and saute with sliced onions in butter, salt and pepper.

I should probably stop here and warn you that a lot of these ideas are going to involve the phrase "with butter". Possibly also "with lots of butter" and occasionally, "with copious amounts of butter". Also insert the word "bacon" into any of those phrases. We eat a lot of butter and bacon with our veggies. I have discovered that natural fats are a lot healthier than some of the alternatives that often end up in our food. More on that another time.

Chard: I slice it and fry with bacon, or make a wilted greens salad like this one (only, scratch the sugar), or add it to smoothies or scrambled eggs.

Cilantro (hidden between the bunches of chard): This goes in everything. I add it to salads, dressings, salsas, guacamole, chicken salad, you name it.

Tomatoes: salsa (mostly) and a side dish/salad I make with chopped cukes and tomatoes, fresh basil, cilantro, balsamic dressing and feta cheese. Delish!

Mangoes: smoothies, breakfasts and snacking.

Limes: I add limes to my drinking water. I also use it to flavor meat, salsa, dressings and etc. They are 7/$1 right now, so we're eating a LOT of limes :) Good vit C!


Cassava (roots): These are a new find for our family and I am HOOKED. There are so delicious! I found a recipe that I love and then promptly lost it, but a friend is going to show me how to make authentic Cuban roasted cassava, so I'll post that when I learn. The recipe I used (more or less): par-boiled chunks, add lime/garlic/butter sauce, pan-fry.

Cukes: We eat a lot of cukes. They are a frequent snack food (plain, salted, dipped in hummus), often added to our lettuce salads, with tomatoes in the salad I mentioned above, in sushi, topped with a tuna salad (with black olives) and avocados.

Sweet peppers: salsa, mostly. Also fahitas, stir-fry and various other dishes as seasoning. I don't like them raw, though. Bleh.

Yellow squash: Besides sauteing with butter and onions, my current favorite thing to do with yellow squash is a sweet and sour chicken recipe that adds julienned yellow squash and carrots. It's a perfect one-dish meal I can get onto the table in less than 30 mins. We've been eating a lot of this lately!

Avocado: Oh man. We also eat a lot of avocado. Guacamole is on our table at least two or three times a week. Judah and Jamie just eat it plain-- right out of the shell, with salt. I add it to salads and soups, too.

Oranges and grapefruit: These are so. cheap. right now. We eat them every morning for breakfast, snacks and lunches.

Green beans: fried, with bacon :) Also in soup.

Snap peas: raw, for snacks; or stir-fried in butter, with garlic and lime.

Spaghetti squash: (it's back there, but you can barely see it) I bake one of these babies every week and keep a tupperware of it in the fridge at all times. It's a perfect quick side dish, or rice/pasta substitute. To re-heat, I fry it in butter with salt and pepper. I have a couple of recipes that dress it up more than that which I use occasionally, but they're a little time-consuming. For breakfast, I sometimes make a spag-squash fritter. I'll throw a little into a dish, grate in a little apple and a little carrot, break in an egg and add some coconut flour to thicken. Fry it like a pancake (copious amounts of butter). You can add maple syrup, or just eat it plain. A good way to get some veggies into your breakfasts.

Butternut squash: This is one of my favs! Another one a try to bake every week and just keep on hand in the fridge. Some of the puree I freeze in an ice cube tray for smoothies (use this recipe; but sub the frozen squash, use plain yogurt, coconut or almond milk and sweeten with agave or honey). I also make "pumpkin" muffins (with coconut flour), pancakes (with almond flour), or reheat in a saucepan with butter and salt. Sometimes I get original and chop it raw and then roast it with butter (!!), and seasonings.

Potatoes: I'm trying to cut back a little on the white potatoes, because of the starch, but we sure do love them! Baked, fried, roasted, mashed-- you name it!

Onions: I figure these are pretty self-explanatory, right? I mean, everyone eats onions...

Spinach: I cheat and pay extra to buy this pre-washed and bagged because it's so nice to have to add to random dishes-- soup, salad, smoothies, scrambled eggs. I was even adding it to Jamie's oatmeal a while back when I was having trouble getting him to eat veggies any other way.

There you have it! Do you have any great veggies ideas to share??

You may have guessed by now that we have moved to a wheat-free (and mostly grain-free) diet recently. I want to blog more about this at some point, but that will have to wait for another nap time :)





Saturday, December 29, 2012

Mud Kitchen: A Pinterest Success Story

I stayed up till almost midnight last night making this pinterest board in an attempt to reclaim our backyard from the fireants/weeds/junk/debris/bad mojo. Today we spent about $12 at Goodwill, an hour combing through my kitchen cabinets and the various and sundry toy boxes and we built THIS!

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We've got a few bricks destined to become a "stove" under that metal shelf.

Hopefully I"ll be able to show more completed "kid-friendly back-yard" projects soon!!


eta: this post has attracted waaaaay more spam than I'm prepared to delete (probably due to it's pinterest links) so I'm closing comments here Feel free to email me, though!

Thursday, December 20, 2012

In which I complain about shopping trips with toddlers and my own klutziness

Today started out with Jamie peeing in his Spiderman undies-- DELIBERATELY-- because he wanted to wear his "Flash" undies, so I suppose I should have known...

But then the trip to Salvation Army went so well and I had a free drink on my Starbucks card, so I splurged and bought cake pops and hot chocolate for the boys and I found Jude's sneakers for only four dollars and then found out they were actually half price...

So I let my guard down.

And then we hit the restrooms at Ross...... Public restrooms are a nightmare. I hate them. I avoid them to the point of near embarrassment and then, when bladders are at the busting point, we trudge toward the germ-infested cesspool of Horrible like condemned men to the scaffold. This time was no different. Jamie tried to crawl under the door of an occupied stall twice. Judah cuddle the sink fervently. Both boys rubbed their entire bodies repeatedly up and down the long wall beside the changing table and then took turns raising and lowering the changing table apparatus about 123408745087 times.

And then, just as we were about to escape the madness (after THREE re-washings of hands), juggling coffee cups, toddlers, purse, etc through the door; a quick backwards turn to stop Judah from sticking his fingers UP the hand dryer caused me to jerk my coffee cup and a six-foot wave of thick black sugar-free-peppermint-mocha surged up and over the ENTIRE front of my blouse!

Let me share with you that there is NO WAY to clean thick black sugar-free-peppermint-mocha off a Christmas green blouse adequately with a wad of toilet tissue.

No.

Way.

I walked out of the bathroom, trailing boys and an air of injured pride and still sporting a giant brown, grainy smear of  thick black sugar-free-peppermint-mocha covering the entire left side of my blouse. My bright, Christmas green festive blouse.

When you walk out of a public restroom sporting a giant brown grainy smear of brown ANYTHING, you know e.x.a.c.t.l.y. what people are going to think it is.

Exactly.

I held my head high and proud and continued on my way, found the rest of my items and headed for the checkout lane.

And then Jamie peed his pants again. And threw a temper tantrum when I tried to put his flip-flops back on so he could walk to the van because Ross doesn't let you take carts out into the parking lot I don't know why.

I gathered the remaining shreds of my dignity around me, grabbed my soaking wet toddler and dragged him out the door and as I passed the older woman in line behind us, I heard her chuckle....

"Hehehe, he just doesn't want to put his shoes on... he's so cute..."

By the grace of God, I managed to smile tightly and mutter something that could have been mistaken for politeness before exiting the store.

I think I will never use a public restroom again.

Never again.

Never again.

 

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

A Costco Santa

When the posters of their pictures started popping up on the news links, and all over Facebook, I had to stop reading the Newtown updates... it got a little too real.

You know those antidepressant ads that show the woman's depression as a bathrobe that sneaks up on her and slyly envelopes her whole body on occasion  even though (we're lead to believe) she mostly keeps it at bay-- in her pocket, or hanging on the back of her chair? My fuzzy blue suffocating bathrobe is fear. Fear for the safety and health of myself and my family, fear of the dark, fear of the unknown, fear of rejection, fear of heights, you name it. 

After I married J, and through the subsequent years of maturing in the Lord, I gradually began to learn how to deal with my fears (another, much longer post for another time) and now the blue bathrobe is almost always quite firmly shut into a closet and nearly never makes it as far as my shoulders...

But now and then events like last Friday suddenly give that bathrobe a new power and I find myself carrying it around in my back pocket again. Too close for comfort. I find my mind wandering, my heart suddenly clutching, my throat swelling and my palms sweating.

And then yesterday, the Lord appointed a Santa Clause to sit in the Costco dining area...

So, no. Probably not. But it felt a little like that.

There he is. A beautifully round old gentleman in khakis and a white polo shirt, sitting on his motor scooter, eating pizza and drinking coke. A plainclothes Santa. Incognito Father Christmas. But the beard, the cherry nose and the red hat were dead giveaways. There's no fooling five year olds in December.

"Look!" Judah stage-whispers urgently, "Look, Mama! Is that...? Is that... Santa??"

"Santa!!!" Even Jamie can tell. I mean, that beard-- curly mustache and all-- unmistakable.

We walk over. We say "hi," shyly. We say "... are... are you...?" In awe, "...Are you Santa?"

And he says, "Ho ho ho!"

Yes. Yes, he did. He said "Ho ho ho!"

And he said, "I'm just here to check and see how all the children are behaving for their mamas and daddys during shopping time! Are you being good little boys? Would you like to see something?"

He pulls out his billfold and shows them a picture of himself in a bright red suit.

"See that? That's me on Christmas Day! Next week I'll put on my suit...."

And then he digs around in his pocket and pulls out a handful of trinkets and hands one to each boy.

"Merry Christmas!!"

And we say goodbye and wave and walk along, and Santa goes back to his coke and pizza and somehow I find that my scratchy blue bathrobe is now firmly shut back into that closet. I am reminded that my children are still safe and happy and there are manymany adults who love them and love children in general and that it is ok-- right now. And right now, that is all I really have. Tomorrow and later and next year is in the Lord's loving hands and so am I and so are my children.

He came to earth a helpless, vulnerable child. How significant is that? This carol is my theme for this Christmas:

Thou who wast rich beyond all splendour,
All for love’s sake becamest poor;
Thrones for a manger didst surrender,
Sapphire-paved courts for stable floor.
Thou who wast rich beyond all splendour,
All for love’s sake becamest poor.

Thou who art God beyond all praising,
All for love’s sake becamest man;
Stooping so low, but sinners raising
Heavenwards by thine eternal plan.
Thou who art God beyond all praising,
All for love’s sake becamest man.

Thou who art love beyond all telling,
Saviour and King, we worship thee.
Emmanuel, within us dwelling,
Make us what thou wouldst have us be.
Thou who art love beyond all telling,
Saviour and King, we worship thee.


And the story of the writing of that hymn tells also of vulnerability, sacrifice, love, fear of parents for their children and the Lord's loving hands.






Saturday, December 15, 2012

Walking in the Shadow

I wrote this post last spring, but never posted it. I think I just felt that I spend far too much time on this blog grieving over my distance from my family, which I worry will make my friends here in Florida feel a little sad. But today seems like a good time to revisit the topic of longing for the Lord's Return. Ron Owen's lyrics could have been written just for a day like yesterday and today.

I talked to my mom on the phone today. We chatted and spent time catching up on each other's lives and then, when I simply had to get back to Real Life (ie; dishes, babies, laundry and etc) I handed the phone off to Judah to visit for a while too.

As I listened in the their conversation, I found myself wishing, oh how much so! that I was listening in on a conversation where both participants were sprawled on the couch in my living room-- instead of just one of them. And the words of my favorite song from the show I'm singing in next week are now running on a tear-inducing loop through my heart...

Some day, we'll cast our weapons down!
We'll break the bow and spear,
Faith will conquer hate and fear!
Somehow until that day appears
Love will light our way,
We'll hope and dream and pray
That someday will begin
Today!

No more yearning, no more longing, 
No more waiting, no more wanting
No more wishing, no more grieving, 
No more crying, no more suf'fring
No more dying now and evermore...


Come quickly, Lord Jesus...


Friday, December 14, 2012

Jamie Escapes

Yesterday I realized I hadn't seen or heard Jamie for about five minutes-- which is about the longest I ever DARE leave him to his own devices. Rounding the corner into the hall, I saw the front door wide open and my heart hit my toes, until I saw....

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Obviously he's starting to dress himself...

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I wonder what the neighbors thought??

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